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She's wearing a little black dress and drinking merlot from a shatterproof wineglass one of her viewers sent her after she'd broken a real one on camera.
Maybe Jack would laugh at my feeble attempt to look sexy and show all his friends. Even though I had nothing to drink, I felt just as buzzed as my beer-imbibing colleagues.
My diversion was already becoming an obsession when, as the fall of 2012 began, Jack asked me if we could have video chat sex. Bathed in the light of laptop screens, we touched ourselves and talked dirty, enacting our version of an online porno.
She makes almost 0 in the 45 minutes I'm with her, and she doesn't do much besides talk to me (offscreen) about camming.
Eevie—like many of the models I spoke to for this article—broadcasts herself through the site My Free Cams, or MFC.
And just like that, my high gave way to the crash, my ecstasy devolving into humiliation and blind furor.
When Stephanie dropped this sage wisdom back in 2009, smartphones were just beginning their meteoric rise. I refused to let him back into my life until I heard the five words I yearned to hear: "Can we just have sex? After having sex multiple times a week for three months, Jack started hinting that he wanted more from me. Though I liked Jack, I didn't think he was "boyfriend material" (whatever that means). It was during the throes of a breakup with another guy -- someone who left me wanting sexually -- that I decided to text Jack: "Be at your place in 15 minutes." Words were barely uttered before we began ripping off each other's clothes. After a few weeks, Jack asked if I'd send him a sexy picture. Jack didn't have to ask -- I started sending them by the spank bankful.
But it was more than that which drew me to him: He was also intelligent and charmingly socially awkward. Soon, Jack ended our fling, but he quickly regretted it. As I yanked Jack's luscious locks, we copulated from every angle.
A cam session is usually hours long, and most of that is spent talking.
"Even when I was camming vigorously almost every day to raise money for my move, I would still only masturbate [on camera] maybe four times a month," said another cam model I met with who goes by the screen name Bambi. Especially if you're a medium-income cam girl, it's a lot more about the community...
One person Eevie seems excited to see in her room is Boggers (that's his chat screen name). Which was really nice for us because my wife got sick 13 years ago at age 23.